Angry, frustrated, confused and ball-twistingly terrified.
'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp
Didn't sleep well last night, so I'm kinda fucked up. Usually (as per INTJ stereotype) I am externally orderly, internally chaotic. Well now the internal chaos is coming to the surface and getting expressed. A little Sunday afternoon special for you. Usually I'm much more controlled.
not to mention anxious and angry that the motherfucking airline is making changes to my flight again, and potentially i'm going to get a shitty flight time
not only that the first 2 times i called my call was dropped while on hold
not to mention i was on hold for 45 min total while the call center person was trying to handle my business
not to mention i'm still waiting for them to call me back, as they told me it was going to take them a while, and they would call me back within 30 min, but it's been an hour
not to mention this is the SECOND TIME I'VE HAD MY FLIGHT CHANGED. First time cost me $187.