A little dazed. Things are really real now and I have to make changes happen soon. I'll be glad when the waves settle down and I can feel like myself again.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
11-18-2012, 06:11 PM #6221
11-18-2012, 06:26 PM #6222
except that I know I will have issues with one client. This is just the beginning of the project and she's already freaking out.
I should have explained the process more but I know even if I did, she'd conveniently forget it.
11-18-2012, 10:31 PM #6223
Awkward. I can hear my "ex in process" on the phone downstairs with the new girl. I really like the new girl, but it's still awkward. And reminds me that I have no one to call before I go to bed. I will be glad when I can move out...this strong woman/good person thing gets taxing sometimes.
11-18-2012, 10:37 PM #6224
11-20-2012, 11:28 PM #6225
Conflicted. Confused. But confident (ish) that I'll make it thru.
I need to make a plan and start tearing this shit up. Clock is ticking and it's not getting any less awkward.
Plus? The ex in progress wants me out so he can "begin healing." I doubt the new girl has anything to do with the healing...
11-21-2012, 01:54 AM #6226
- Join Date
- Dec 2008
Ebb. Wane. Feelings come and feelings go. Ecstatic highs and melancholy lows—it doesn't matter. Flow stops, eventually. It always starts a long, slow, permanent descent.
Maybe that's why people have blow-ups. At least there's something to feel afterward, something to hold on to. Funny how taking a plunge leaves you something to hold on to but slowly slipping away leaves you with nothing.
11-21-2012, 08:34 AM #6227
Insecure.Tentative typing: ISFJ 6w5 or 9w1 (Sp/S[?]).
11-21-2012, 10:07 AM #6228
11-21-2012, 10:40 AM #6229
- Join Date
- Aug 2012
- 5w6 sx
stupid/embarrassed whenever i do dumb shit in poker. lolz. i'll live in pokerstove more.
11-21-2012, 08:11 PM #6230
Ambivalent. I'm so glad he's found everything he's ever wanted...but in all of the giddy celebration, my failure to be that is tacitly implied. Which makes happy a little tougher.
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