I have a built-in delay mechanism. Late last night, something went wrong with our bldg elevator. A neighbor wound up calling me at 1230 am after the issue was solved, for whatever reason, because I usually help with such things.
My INTJ got on the phone and asked her why she woke us up. She handed the phone to her husband who then said he thought that I 'ran the building'. My INTJ said I didn't, and the husband then swore repeatedly at my INTJ and hung up.
After the call, I didn't feel anything. My INTJ was livid of course. And now, A WHOLE DAY LATER, I feel...empty. And as if the world is unjust. That is, I feel INFP-ish.
The wife apologized via email but wrote nothing about her husband. I wrote politely that in case she didn't know, my INTJ was civil on the phone. Now she is walking around the building, socializing with everyone, thinking she is a-ok. It bothers me.
I'm sorry for the TMI, but I really need to unload this stuff.
Last edited by xenaprincess; 11-01-2012 at 09:18 PM.
Sad and rather lonely. Today is a day when I need a hug or a little bit of tlc, but I have no one to dispense those services. Usually that doesn't bother me...annoyed that it does today. Crossing fingers for a better day tomorrow.
My eyes are sleepy! I want to get coffee but I am trying to hold off until I get off work, cause my spouse and I are taking the hound to the dog park this afternoon and we like to get coffee on the way there.
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting.
Kind of in a numbed out disbelief over the aftermath of the storm. Making the most of my circumstances here, I feel I don't deserve all this comfort where there's people out there that have lost their homes, electricity is out. Things we take for granted. There's never a guarantee anything will stay for a long time.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche