Not at all surprised: the new director of Enrollment Services has managed to completely fail to train our new Enrollment Specialist. Probably because he has never due the job himself so doesn't know the processes. Training is once again falling to me, since I've done the job, but I'm not getting any extra pay, automatic promotion to Director level, or any recognition at all for this. FML.
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting.
Uncertainty: I may get a job but the person who would make that happen is very untrustworthy and he often screws up. Even if I get the job, I may get half the salary because he would want to appear nice (lick another ass clean) as I'm a relative.
Annoyance: Due to the fact that I can't be certain of what's going to happen and it doesn't depend on me.
Fear: My current situation isn't very good and I've been contemplating a few plans of how to get out of it. Every one of them requires one thing that doesn't depend on me to happen, and it may happen years from now. Although various cues tell me that it's going to happen soon. The fear is about failing another thing that is only very partially dependent on me afterwards.