how do i feel? that's something i don't ask myself enough. i feel messed up, surrounded by people but completely alone. i've been thinking too much and im starting to lose it.i hate quiting so im going to have to figure out how to get myself back to a mental space where i can function properly. with all that said, i am getting some pleasure out of the chaos that is now my life.all these stupid emotions floating around are interesting to analyze. im confused and hanging on to work, the only thing that makes sense right now.
I took four bites out of my chicken burger before I realize the bread was stinky. I feel disturbed and mildly queasy now while cooking noodles to remove the bad memory of it.
@mynameis - I hope you feel better soon. I'm always grateful that life continually changes. i used to think it didn't, but now that i've lived long enough, I realize it does.
The first man to raise a fist is the man who's run out of ideas. H.G. WELLS
The first principle is that you must not fool yourself, and you are the easiest person to fool. FEYNMAN If this is monkey pee, you're on your own.SCULLY