04-27-2012 04:11 PM
04-27-2012 04:33 PM
I just blew up to my dad, going to sleep my life away like I been doing.
04-27-2012 05:12 PM
A window to the soul
04-27-2012 06:32 PM
I wanna put on jeans and my black hoodie and sit outside with a cigarette and a drink. Unfortunately, my jeans and hoodie are in the washing machine.
04-27-2012 06:43 PM
From the Undertow
Case of good old-fashioned romanticism.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
04-27-2012 06:45 PM
A window to the soul
I feel stupid by association.
04-27-2012 09:40 PM
yap yap yap
comfortably full and sleepy
04-28-2012 12:26 PM
You have a choice!
The burn of Fe, my Fe... It's so warm it scorches. This is what it is all about. The weight. The commitment. I am here for the long run, for better or worse. I am here for us, but if that doesn't work, then I'm here for you. Yes, you. Whether you are aware of it or not. There are deeper layers than smiles and sunshine, deeper than even the tenderest feelings as we lie side by side on a peaceful night. It's nothing like a nice summer breeze of good feelings. No, this thing is rock solid and burns with lava, and it doesn't let go. No. It doesn't matter what you think. That's up to you. You can even hate me, and I'll take it, unflinching. It hurts, but I am here, and I am stayiing. I'll be in the shadows watching you in the limelight. I'll be guarding the back when you march ahead. In your darkest hours I will drag you from the mud, and you can kick and scream and bite, but I will not let go. Your love is like a spring butterfly, like the rainbow, like the wind, like all the colors in the world. Mine is a metal anchor, firmly lodged, and I feel every ounce the weight of the whole ship, and I'm holding on, till the years weary every inch of me, till the strain and rust tear me apart. I'm here, and I'll be here, forever.
04-28-2012 06:15 PM
I'm feeling frustrated and angry. I'm feeling my intelligence is wasted and finding it depressing that I have to work at a shitty place just to provide shelter for myself. I'm angry that alternative societies and other ways of living are so distant. I'm frustrated that those close to me are so attached. I'm feeling like I want to run away and be counter-cultural, while at the same time I want to settle down and be conventional. I'm angry at the stupidity of the US government, at the banality of daily existence, and I'm angry at my own anger.
I'm also feeling grateful for what I do have, but that doesn't negate the negative feelings.
Edit: thanks for starting this. I find it hard to keep a journal, but being directly asked: "What are you feeling?" definitely helped calm the flames.
04-28-2012 08:17 PM
Hurt...I don't want to talk to any my friends about it so I'm expressing my feelings here. Booo hooo, wahhh... Poor me. Seriously though I'm really upset right now .
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