Today I received an email from a recently met friend. In it was a story in which she stoically shared her pain in an effort to help educate others. She is an ESTJ, so this does not come naturally for her in any way.
My eyes filled with tears at her courage and her strength and with sorrow as she shared the loss of one of her children. To loose a child is such an agonizing thing and I was overcome on some level for her.
I was left speechless. I did not know how to reply. I felt so much that I wanted to reach out and hold her, to show that she was heard, that her words and feelings were not in vain. Yet I was mute.
Sort of like this thread...we all hear you even if we dont know what to say....So when you feel stuff, well, you are not alone...we feel with you...
I feel like a big ball of crap because my istp told me he loves me but is not in love with me. I suppose I was heading in the same direction too. But still feel like utter and complete crap. At least I dont have to think about this anymore. And I refused to keep in touch because I can't get pass this. I am not in the right place in my life anyway. Oh well.