Realization.... reckoning with the dark side of the Force may be seductive and an easy route, but it is best not to let fear get the best of me. You must unlearn what you have learned. Reacquaint with the light side of the Force, where you truly belong.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
the things i can't control: i just found out that Xcel is putting in huge metal towers right behind my house.... as in 10 feet from my house. there is a natural preserve area behind me but they found their loophole because they already have the small wires there. i can kiss yet another 15-20% off of my house price. i hate being trapped by this house. i love the freedom my house gives me in theory, but i hate the fact that i am stuck with it for awhile. this is why i hate making decisions. i want to know ALL the angles so i can make the best decision possible. i think this is why p's come off as indecisive... it's not that we can't make decisions, it's that we want to make the best decision. also, xcel can go fuck itself.
people are so annoying as well. type 2 Fe-dom employee speaking in a whisper to ask me a question, and when i can't hear her... tiptoes up behind me still whispering her question. USE AN ADULT VOICE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.
i am sitting at my desk eating lunch. customer comes up to me, "oh, it's too bad you get no privacy during your lunch." me with a mouthful of food, "mmhmm." her, "so i was looking for this...." seriously? you fucking acknowledged that i am eating and then you proceed to ask ten questions instead of going to, oh i don't know, the other two workers who aren't eating? WHAT A THOUGHT.
I recently found out that a friend of mine is certain I had thick, curly hair as a child and I didn't. That makes me feel a little weird, but there's no convincing them otherwise. I wish I had thick hair, so maybe I should re-edit my memories and imagine my hair was crazy poofy.
The first man to raise a fist is the man who's run out of ideas. H.G. WELLS
The first principle is that you must not fool yourself, and you are the easiest person to fool. FEYNMAN If this is monkey pee, you're on your own.SCULLY
angry, everyone I talk to online is telling me I need some serious help. Annoyed I keep getting same respond from different people. It's not like I can afford to get the help I need anyway. I'm wanna punch someone right now.