Quite a mix of things. We had a wonderful, quiet break watching a bunch of movies. I've been trying not to look at it straight on emotionally, but our dog is dying. She had a 6 lb tumor removed a few months ago and it is back. We are entering that horrible phase of making end of life decisions. We've been snowed in and so that adds a worry, but she is not in too much pain - still eating, wagging her tail, has mobility. It has made the holidays feel extra arbitrary this year. Trying to keep the anxiety at an even keel.
The first man to raise a fist is the man who's run out of ideas. H.G. WELLS
The first principle is that you must not fool yourself, and you are the easiest person to fool. FEYNMAN If this is monkey pee, you're on your own.SCULLY
Obsessive. I'm in ultra nerd mode, learning about wavetable synthesizers by building one, which means I sat at the computer yesterday, all day instead of getting groceries and doing laundry and cleaning the kitchen.
I feel like dancing..
I feel like dancing like a retarded, half paralyzed jackalope on exstacy
I feel like doing this at every pretentious social event forced upon me...
And I feel like loving every second of it.
Feelings are beautiful.
Edit: I feel like dancing to Evenescences cover of 'Heart SHaped Box'