Thinking, I shall make an official declaration that emo breakdowns in the "What are you feeling right now..." thread dont count against you. You can break down as much as you want and nobody gets to say anything.
I keep trying to post things and I just end up deleting them? I just feel wordless or something? Maybe a bit numb?
Thanks for the hugs and support Vasilisa, Uumlau, Orobas. I'll go hold my dog. She always seems to understand in a way no person can...
Luna-the wordlessness and deletion-yeah I totally do that.
Today I feel happy, but a little sad, a little lonely, a tiny little empty spot, but loving my baby. All at once.