Fricking bored.... I'm SO done with work this week, but I have an orientation to lead at 3. I have things I could do until then, but nothing I HAVE to do. Couldn't I have just come in for the afternoon??
Masquerading as a normal person day after day is exhausting.
I am so stressed out. Why do small daily things have to be such a chore for me. I wish life could be easier and that I did not have to accommodate for my deficiencies on a regular basis. There is always something.
Excited, apprehensive, hopeful... all sorts of things all at once. This time next week I'll either feel 100% better or completely destroyed. I'm pretty sure I'll feel awesome though, since things seem to be going as planned.