04-07-2011 10:22 AM
04-07-2011 09:56 PM
Well, reserved. Somewhat reclusive.
I gave too many people a tour of the castle. I feel like I want to throw them out and raise the draw bridge.
Or maybe I'll just sneak out myself to a hermit cave, and let them have it.
Gosh, I made such an attention whore spectacle of myself. I should just die. Or the hermit thing.
Actually, talking about this feeling makes me feel better.
Okay, then, further. I ashamed of myself for being such an attention whore.
Next, I'm angry about work, and tense. I also have anxiety because I let my anger show. I'm not sure, but I think I sort of hung up on the home office. I have anxiety. Did I slam the phone down too hard?
I'm so frustrated with the futile bullshit I have to put up with.
Also, I'm tired. My eyes hurt (very mild now) because I got sun tan lotion in them.
My roommate sings early in the morning, and seems to chatter like a monkey or something, like my skin is crawling. GET AWAY FROM ME. GET OUT OF MY LITTLE BUBBLE YOU FREAK.
Well, I guess there are other feelings too, but those are probably the main ones right now.
04-08-2011 12:29 AM
^ morning talkers are the worst. i think of the early morning as a quiet time. if you want to talk to someone, go do it somewhere i am not.
anyway me i'm wired wired wired hyper hyper just got back from a party and i hateeee when things wind down because here i am SO REVVED UP and now what?!
now that weird uncomfortable feeling of emptiness and wanting to cry
not even a sad cry. just an empty cry.
04-08-2011 10:24 AM
04-08-2011 08:21 PM
So happy I could die
and then the phone cut off mid convo
now I'm very irritated.
04-08-2011 08:52 PM
Worried. Nervous and apprehensive.
woke up late, didn't open the store in time, may possibly get fired.
Terrible things happen to good people every day.
Consequentially, I am not one of the good people.
I am one of the terrible things..
04-09-2011 08:23 PM
put on some The Cure - perfect for this.
Originally Posted by Noon
I went jogging and threw up and had a panic attack - so I feel somewhat confused.
04-09-2011 10:24 PM
i need to fall in love with someone new, this game is getting old
why as a Ne dom do i like old loves better than new?
you'd think i'd want to run off
04-09-2011 10:28 PM
04-10-2011 12:59 AM
feel great from the work out and relaxing with some friends, getting a little buzzed. looking for books recommended by people on the forum
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