I am a little cranky today. I got stuck on a never ending travel mess yesterday and I really am in no mood for bullshit today. I have to plan for another rush trip on Monday and I am tired and feel stressed. The ISTP ex is entering ISTP-depression again and since i cant do anything, It stresses me out, so to dump extra childcare on him, makes me feel bad. Altogether the inability to resolve the pain and hurt of another results in angst and frustration inside of me, resulting oddly in annoyance.
swirling, dancing, swimming under deep waves where it is dark and quiet, peaceful. The solace of a dark night with no sound for a moment, then a rush of bells tingling, the wind raising the leaves yet again. An undertone of almost silent stress and need for a sleep where one does not actually close one's eyes.