Stoic and cold on the outside; warm, bright, and imaginative on the inside; and a little emotionally exhausted. Keeping my inner feelings within a stone wall to avoid them being attacked. Not exactly a fan of myself at the moment. But enough of the poor-me b.s., because there's people out in Japan who have radiation poisoning, searching for their loved ones to no avail, and lack food, water, and shelter. I feel awestruck by the damage over there... not really pain or anything, just in anticipation over what's to come next... and how this will effect the rest of the world. So much damage and destruction, and to think of how it must really be over there. Definitely hell and chaos. Can't find the right emotion at the moment to describe how I feel about this. It'll probably hit me much later on.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche