Combination of feeling sad, utterly disappointed in the world, cynical, yet there's a fire burning in my heart like I want to go into a rage, I want to fight, I want to feel power in my hands, I want magic, I want to boss people around, I want to be cool and powerful like Gibbs on NCIS.
“Thoughts are the shadows of our feelings -- always darker, emptier and simpler.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
More shocked and angry than usual. I should stop digging around so much for interesting news because it's depressing and puts me in a bad mood most of the time, but it seems like everything is going to hell and falling apart and I feel like the only thing I can do is just try to be informed.
Murphy Brown: What is it with us? Why can't we take the easy road once in awhile?
Avery Brown: Because it's boring and dishonest and uncomfortable, like wearing a pair of shoes all day that pinch your feet.
With dreamers, pure and simple, the imagination remains a vaguely sketched inner affair. It is not embodied in any aesthetic or practical invention. Reverie is the equivalent of weak desires. Dreamers are the aboulics of the creative imagination.