I spent hours cleaning up the house and getting ready for this cute guy who was supposed to be visiting me today, and he called at the last moment to tell me that he wasn't going to be able to make the trip. That, combined with the fact that I'm really not making any good progress toward turning this into a meaningful relationship, is leaving me feeling disappointed. At the same time, though, I do have to applaud myself for being infinitely less nervous, almost outright calm, about meeting a Potential Friend or Boyfriend than I was the last time, so in that respect, at least, I feel a certain amount of satisfaction with myself.
[ Ni > Ti > Fe > Fi > Ne > Te > Si > Se ][ 4w5 sp/sx ][ RLOAI ][ IEI-Ni ]
Excited for Christmas at home tomorrow, coupled with the stifling feeling of being away from what I've become use to (and feeling guilty that I'm not enjoying myself at home as much as I think I should be).
Originally Posted by Polaris
That, combined with the fact that I'm really not making any good progress toward turning this into a meaningful relationship, is leaving me feeling disappointed.
I kind of have this feeling hanging over my head...