Obligated to hang out with friends tomorrow, I'm not in the mood to but I don't want to let them down. To go or not to go....?
Fe | Ni | Se | Ti ... 3w4 ... Lawful Neutral ... Johari -Nohari
Weary to my very bones. Annoyed with my housemate for talking to me like I'm a child.
Terrible things happen to good people every day.
Consequentially, I am not one of the good people.
I am one of the terrible things..
Tired...tired...tiiiiired...*yawn*...but meh belly is full of tea! White tea with Asian Plum and honey, glorious honey. <-tea!
the cheeseburger is sitting very nicely in my tummy
Happy. Just went to the dentist, and they confirmed that I do not need my wisdom teeth pulled and that I do not have any cavities.
Could be better. :-/
I don't wanna get out of bed and go to work.
Hiding from the world and playing on the interwebs is so much more fun.
Obsessing over silly things because I really don't want to think about reality for a while.
I believe in make believe.
I am unsure of myself. I don't know what to do. If I go for a walk, the walk will take over, and I will soon find I am walking somewhere. But here I sit with nowhere to go.
Of course with nowhere to go I avoid the tyranny of knowing. But unknowing weighs on my mind.
Normally if I go deeper into unknowing, I go through a moment of transformation. But I don't want to transform. I just want to escape from sitting here.
So why don't I?
'Cause I enjoy talking to you so much. It's all your fault.
They say we marry to have someone to blame, but I have you.
I wonder if I could take you with me. I could buy an iPad and take you with me. Would you like that? Would you like to come for a walk with me?
I could tell you everything that is happening in the outside world as well as my inside world. I could introduce you to my friends, and all the dogs and cats.
We could go and sit in the new sculpture, a stupa, called, "Inside Outside", and let it resonate around us just as the internet resonates and resounds around us right now.