I don't know what I am feeling. I went to bed and for the first time in years I had a dream. It was in the future and the human race has killed the Earth. we had just now found a planet we could go to and start over. but only a fraction of us could go. I was picked, and for some reason I was in my old house that I used to live in with my parents. I had to grab what I could and what I needed. While these big guards in metal suits kept pushing my SO away from me. and as they took me away he ran to the window, waved and blew me a kiss. I don't know what the feeling is because I don't think I have ever felt it, but I do know this. I don't ever want to feel it again.
"I put the fires out."
"you made them worse."