Upset and annoyed. Tried to stay disconnected from my mother on an emotional level for months. Now we finally had the inevitable fight. All I do is act like a watcher for my self-pitying father to make sure he doesn't go into a depression spiral and serve as a quick babysitter to a mother who doesn't care much about me beyond that anymore.
What do you do when people just don't get WHY you are upset with them? I have had these blow ups with my mom since I was little and they are only so bad because she jumps to the most ridiculous (and often self-denial filled) conclusions. I can't take it anymore. Every year I want to sever all of my relationships more and more.