I feel pain too at the moment. I also feel like I wish I knew how to write poetry.
I do okay with speaking but sometimes writing is a much better outlet than speaking. I'm not very good with creative writing and wish I was right now. Sometimes you really need to let your feelings out and express them but you don't know who to express them to. I think writing poetry helps with that.
I feel emotion in waves, strands all entangled, meshed, weaved. I cant name them, but they seem to have colors and timbres. I recognize they are distinct, yet related. I dont "feel" them inside of me-more outside wrapping around me keeping me content yet optimistic.
They are not consistent-they vary from moment to moment-like musical notes.
Just discovered that my blood pressure is 142/96. It was this way this morning and now it is the same. I tried it multiple times and it stayed high. Really strange, a month ago my blood pressure was around 100/60, it actually always is. And I am already stressed the last couple of weeks! Can't find any rest. According to an online test I'm suffering a burnout. I can't use that rightnow. My final exams are in May!
I was sitting outside the classroom waiting to go in, and I saw an airplane hit the tower. The TV was obviously on. I used to fly myself and I said, "There's one terrible pilot."
- George W. Bush -