haha yes i'm blaming you for making me think about that other stuff!
Everything is fine. Imagine rainbows and teddy bears. Everything's gonna be great!
Honestly, though. I do believe that life is what you decide it to be. Sorry if I am indulging the dark side. Thinking is my nature critical, so it's hard to be happy about things if you think too long about them. The solution to finding happiness seems to be: stop thinking and start being happy.
"Create like a god, command like a king, work like a slave."