Sometimes I feel like I carry the misfortunes of the world on my shoulders. Sometimes I feel like the pain of the whole world is my own and it's sad and beautiful and the same time. I don't feel sad, but I feel sadness... does that make any sense?
Feeling kind of numb. I've felt so much heightened emotion within the past month and a half, everything from pain, frustration, anger, and even pure joy. I think my emotional center is just overloaded right now and sort of just shut off for the time being. I am attending my aunt's funeral tomorrow, and will be attending my dad's funeral this coming Saturday. I feel nothing right now, and I'm not sure if it means I'm over it and ok, or if some impending meltdown is around the corner.
A mind wanders as does the soul
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams".
"I or E: NF or ENTP, you'll always be ARET to me. Ambiverting, Rational thinking, Emoting, and Trailblazing since the 90's"