Awake. But not enough to do anything at all productive. Guess Ill just have to mess around on netflix/the internet.
Till Im tired again of course. Maybe Ill watch a lifetime movie and realize what effing bliss unconsciousness really is.
I would say hallmark, but I think that thatd be jusg cruel and unusual.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
09-14-2016, 01:43 AM #12271
09-14-2016, 02:21 AM #12272
Bored, all the time. I am so bored. I hate internships, they involve work and work involves focus, which I don't have. I want to change studies already. Si parents are making me finish it
7w? - 3w2 - 1w9
09-14-2016, 02:24 AM #12273
Exhausted, but at least it's only about an hour until I'm back home in Galway.Come Closer
09-14-2016, 10:43 PM #12274
09-14-2016, 11:26 PM #12275
Fairly calm and at peace for a change. I'm well into sorting through my spectra for my annual report, and now that it's mostly in front of me, I have solid evidence that my feelings of "DOOOOOMMMMMM" were, yet again, misplaced .
09-15-2016, 12:33 AM #12276
i feel frustrated by "first world problems" (by which i mean my own, and those of others)...
"The vanity of intelligence is that the intelligent man is often more committed to 'one-upping' his opponent than being truthful. When the idea of intelligence, rather than intelligence itself, becomes a staple, there is no wisdom in it."
"When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but creatures of emotion."
"Any fool can criticize, condemn, and complain but it takes character and self control to be understanding and forgiving."
09-15-2016, 12:35 AM #12277
Unusually calm... not even pain can touch me right now.
09-15-2016, 10:59 AM #12278
Im sad. Im struggling with the thought that there is something seriously mentally wrong with me- it feels like a personal failure.
This happens so frequently. In waves really. So while Im feeling like its... All not fair and so horrible and I suck and stuff like that- trying to remind myself that the feelings will pass.
I just want to be ok. And its frusterating... Its making me really sad to think that... I dunno. Maybe that fear that I wont ever be, will never leave me. But its a cycle, and this is one of the worst aspects of the cycle- so it will pass. And maybe feeling it, this hopelessness and helplessness, will help me deal with it a bit- give me something closer to something near... Approaching something more workable.
Anyways. Thats just what it is right now. Its going to I think, demand a bit from me for a bit, but then hopefully Ill be stronger afterwards. Just have to take some deep breaths and some steps back I think in different aspects of different things for a minute. Recharge. That sounds wonderful.
09-15-2016, 11:06 AM #12279
09-15-2016, 11:49 AM #12280Originally Posted by Nørrsken impersonating EJCC
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
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