While I haven't mastered how to deal with it (oh who am I kidding I am still bad at it), I've learned a few things over the past few months. Don't engage and don't even look at the things that anger you, and try and focus on doing things constructively in areas not related to the source at all. My primary source of anger is when I see wrong things and can't (for whatever reason) do anything about it. By trying to do something where I CAN do something, it outlets a bit of the anger. Not much, but something is better than nothing.
MBTI: ExxJ tetramer Functions: Fe > Te > Ni > Se > Si > Ti > Fi > Ne
Enneagram: 1w2 - 3w4 - 6w5 (The Taskmaster) | sp/so Socionics: β-E dimer | - Big 5: slOaI Temperament: Choleric/Melancholic Alignment: Lawful Neutral External Perception:Nohari and Johari
Now I'm curious about that what colors did you apply? What was the occasion? Tell me your makeup secrets theforsaken
Urban Decay Naked eyeshadow palette. It is definitely worth it's weight in gold. I applied a nude shade all over the lids and then a gold shimmery one over the area just over my eyeballs, and then a darker gold-plum into the crease. It is very easy to apply thanks to it's double sided brush.
I want to collect their other versions, they have one designed for the smoky eye look. Trying to get in touch with my femininity.
Highly recommend it. They should have it at your local Sephora.
No remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart
Im dead tired. I tried writing a response thingy to one of the readings Ive gotta do soon and it was bad. Baaaad. Like a sheep. Really though. I pretty much caught myself just paraphrasing the reading in a close to plaigerismy way and yeah. And so it actually was sort of sheep like. And speaking of sheep I guess Imma count them. Not now though. I dont want! (I so so DO want tho...) to go to bed at 6!
Maybe Ill go get dinner cuz Im starving and didnt eat today because thats still sort of a problem cuz of the adderall. But Im starving so yeah. And really tired and I need to shut up word wise and open my mouth and eat and then do the sheep.
Actually honestly really fantastic for some reason, its so odd really- like. Refreshed. Like. I dunno. Recharged. Enthusiasm kinda back a little after waning for a second- but back kinda larger. I dont know. I want to go to the zoo for some reason. Like Im really excited about going to the zoo. Even though I have no fucking idea when Ill ever go to the zoo- Im legitimately looking forward to something hard core so Im happy. And Im going to do homework like a powerhouse and make it my bitch and I dunno. Im not sure if Im trying to make up for feeling lousy one day- trick myself- but hey- if I am its sure working.
Deprived of social interaction, honestly. Not social interaction in general, but more along the lines of discussing with someone about our personalities, stories, similarities/differences, and overall learning about someone new. Whether they'll become someone I can be friends with, or not isn't what matters to me, it's learning about people I don't yet know through their descriptions of themselves that matters to me.