I'm not sure what to do at this point in life. I try to just live in the moment and not worry, but ok then, at the moment I am living in the moment by writing this.
I'm not sure what to do about my life at the moment. I can barely motivate myself to get out of the house. My family seems to have very little respect for me, and my friends are making very little effort to talk to me.
If I could get my life just set up, away from the negativity, with some kind of means for supporting myself, then it just seems like things would be great from there.
Yet, this doesn't happen simply by saying that things would be better if it happened.
Maybe if I had some clear idea of how it would even be possible to achieve this then it would work. Just some motivation and a plan.
Right now as I sit here typing this though, I can barely even remember what it is that motivates me.