Ok. I dont know.
Like I dont want to go to work tomorrow, but not so much as I didnt want to go an hour ago- so yeah.
No clue. Not horrible though. Tired probably. But not in a horrible way.
Like things are going to be ok. And that I just gotta keep at it. And now I feel silly and corny and stupid in not a bad way but kind of a bad way. And stupid- yes- stupid is sort of gaining here. Better stop now before... I dont even know.
Ah- its continuing!
I really have no clue.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
07-21-2016, 06:49 PM #12061
07-21-2016, 06:56 PM #12062
Just lost all my money on poker, I'm fucking PUMPED
07-23-2016, 09:36 AM #12063
The song "I hate people" by GG Allin is basicallly how I feel right now.
07-23-2016, 10:09 AM #12064
Dont want to work. But not in a horrible way like yesterday. Just in a normal grumbling way.
Wondering when my next day off will be... Hopefully next wednesday seeing as I have several appointments that day. Thats all I ever do on my days off... Spend them at doctors offices. :/. But excited for this one since its the urology one finally and hopefully its the answer to not getting any more kidney stones.
Then therapy of course.
Blah. I need a day OFF from everything. Or maybe I dont because then I might get really shitty... Who knows. Damn it, ran away from myself again...
Anyways. Tired. A tiny bit sad-thats been normal last few weeks, need med adjustment, two weeks till that great day- so just I dunno... Just waiting and coping and trying. And being exhausted. But accepting that that is the way it just has to be right nowz
07-23-2016, 06:42 PM #12065
I do nothing but sleep now. I might as well be dead.So dust off your fuck me pumps
07-23-2016, 08:08 PM #12066
Tired. And other things that I dont want to FEEL right now as they feel as if they would be... Blah... And I just dont have the energy to deal with them rn.
Like Im a bad person. Wish I didnt have to deal with THAT one so frequently...
Well. Being tired isnt probably helping so- bedtime. Took my little sleeping helpers RIGHT when I got home so... I should be set oretty soln.. Soon. Eventually. No. Hopefully soon.
07-23-2016, 08:43 PM #12067
Sleepy. Pissed because it's raining and rain is noisy and I have a hard time sleeping through rain. Why do people say it's soothing and stuff? I don't get that at all.
Maybe if it weren't also thundering...
(No, even then I can't sleep when it's raining.)
Not an NF.
I have to pee but my mother would tell me I can't do that when it's thunder and lightning outside because lightning might strike me through the toilet or while I'm washing my hands.Accidentally offensive
MBTI: IxTP (Ti-dom, leaning on Ne-aux)
Socionics: idek anymore. SLI, ILI, LII....
Enneagram: 9w1 > 5b > 4w5 sp
Alignment: Neutral (inching toward Lawful neutral)
Temperament: Phlegmatic/Melancholic > Sanguine (online persona) > Choleric
Johari and Nohari
07-24-2016, 04:07 AM #12068
wait was this thread only for NFs all along? damn
I'm hungry, have to pee, and I'm not tired. I'm going on a road trip with my family and we're leaving at 7:30, so I set my alarm for 6:30. I'm pretty that's why I can't sleep, because I haven't used my alarm in over a month and I think since I'm psyched for this vacation I'm trying to wake up earlier. but, I know I'm gonna be exhausted come 6:30 when it's time for me to get going. I've only gotten like 2 hours of sleep tonight. oh well, I can sleep in the car for at least another 6 hours. my dad will definitely give me crap about it but I'm sure my aunt & uncle who are coming with us will be lowkey glad because it'll be 6 more hours that I'm not clinging to them
07-24-2016, 10:14 AM #12069
Not relaxed yet. I guess I have the whole rest of the day to chill out. So I'll keep trying.Originally Posted by Nørrsken impersonating EJCC
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
07-25-2016, 10:45 PM #12070
Work has been so draining. Clients are happy, but still.
I want some time to myself!!
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