07-21-2016 06:49 PM
Trick or treat
Ok. I dont know.
Like I dont want to go to work tomorrow, but not so much as I didnt want to go an hour ago- so yeah.
No clue. Not horrible though. Tired probably. But not in a horrible way.
Like things are going to be ok. And that I just gotta keep at it. And now I feel silly and corny and stupid in not a bad way but kind of a bad way. And stupid- yes- stupid is sort of gaining here. Better stop now before... I dont even know.
Ah- its continuing!
I really have no clue.
07-21-2016 06:56 PM
Just lost all my money on poker, I'm fucking PUMPED
07-23-2016 09:36 AM
as above, so below
The song "I hate people" by GG Allin is basicallly how I feel right now.
07-23-2016 10:09 AM
Trick or treat
Dont want to work. But not in a horrible way like yesterday. Just in a normal grumbling way.
Wondering when my next day off will be... Hopefully next wednesday seeing as I have several appointments that day. Thats all I ever do on my days off... Spend them at doctors offices. :/. But excited for this one since its the urology one finally and hopefully its the answer to not getting any more kidney stones.
Then therapy of course.
Blah. I need a day OFF from everything. Or maybe I dont because then I might get really shitty... Who knows. Damn it, ran away from myself again...
Anyways. Tired. A tiny bit sad-thats been normal last few weeks, need med adjustment, two weeks till that great day- so just I dunno... Just waiting and coping and trying. And being exhausted. But accepting that that is the way it just has to be right nowz
07-23-2016 06:42 PM
Don't Dream It, Be It
I do nothing but sleep now. I might as well be dead.
We shall not cease from exploration
And the end of all our exploring
Will be to arrive where we started
And know the place for the first time.
07-23-2016 08:08 PM
Trick or treat
Tired. And other things that I dont want to FEEL right now as they feel as if they would be... Blah... And I just dont have the energy to deal with them rn.
Like Im a bad person. Wish I didnt have to deal with THAT one so frequently...
Well. Being tired isnt probably helping so- bedtime. Took my little sleeping helpers RIGHT when I got home so... I should be set oretty soln.. Soon. Eventually. No. Hopefully soon.
07-23-2016 08:43 PM
not a dude
Sleepy. Pissed because it's raining and rain is noisy and I have a hard time sleeping through rain. Why do people say it's soothing and stuff? I don't get that at all.
Maybe if it weren't also thundering...
(No, even then I can't sleep when it's raining.)
Not an NF.
I have to pee but my mother would tell me I can't do that when it's thunder and lightning outside because lightning might strike me through the toilet or while I'm washing my hands.
IxTP (Ti-dom, leaning on Ne-aux)
idek anymore. SLI, ILI, LII....
9w1 > 5b > 4w5 sp
Neutral (inching toward Lawful neutral)
Phlegmatic/Melancholic > Sanguine (online persona) > Choleric
07-24-2016 04:07 AM
wait was this thread only for NFs all along? damn
I'm hungry, have to pee, and I'm not tired. I'm going on a road trip with my family and we're leaving at 7:30, so I set my alarm for 6:30. I'm pretty that's why I can't sleep, because I haven't used my alarm in over a month and I think since I'm psyched for this vacation I'm trying to wake up earlier. but, I know I'm gonna be exhausted come 6:30 when it's time for me to get going. I've only gotten like 2 hours of sleep tonight. oh well, I can sleep in the car for at least another 6 hours. my dad will definitely give me crap about it but I'm sure my aunt & uncle who are coming with us will be lowkey glad because it'll be 6 more hours that I'm not clinging to them
07-24-2016 10:14 AM
Not relaxed yet. I guess I have the whole rest of the day to chill out. So I'll keep trying.
ESTJ - LSE - ESTj (mbti/socionics)
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw or gryffindor (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
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07-25-2016 10:45 PM
yap yap yap
Work has been so draining. Clients are happy, but still.
I want some time to myself!!
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