So confused. I hate work, but I like this thing I'm working on so much that I'm going to put in extra effort and time into it, just to see it happen. /professional Fi
This is how I feel about my work too man!
Do you not wonder sometimes if there's like a contradiction when you are working on something that you're naturally interested in and motivated with and you wind up that you cant do it with joy but wind up devoting spare time to learning, researching and developing the skills involved anyway.
I had a dream where I had a life and felt very full and fulfilled and then I woke up to the stark emptiness and reality of my life and felt very jaded and dead for an hour or so, now my mind is sort of picking up the pieces and I'm like okay what can I do now... So far nothing, I cleaned up, showered, took the dog out. I Dont have a lot I can do but at least I'm not feeling like a dead person.
Disappointed and slightly obnoxious/idiotic/probably best wrd is pathetic.
Cuz I was gunna go on a walk but the pokemon go server is down- so Im not gunna. So its imo kinda lame that whether or not I am gunna go get outside and enjoy this nice summer day depends on a video game...
But I mean- if it floats that boat- Ill use it.
Anyways I have therapy in a little over an hour so it would have been a short walk/close call perhaps- anyways
So Ill just hopefully take that walk afterwards.
And problem- most likely solved.
You can't feel obnoxious, idiotic, or pathetic, but you can feel as though you are obnoxious, idiotic or pathetic. Is that what you mean?