Oaky devours infants for nourishment.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
06-30-2016, 04:29 PM #11901
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06-30-2016, 04:34 PM #11902
They just arent filling enough for him. He likes the blood of those who crossed him.
Check the banned and the damned thread for all you would ever need to know about it.
He is kind enough to leave the scraps for the other mods- thats why they will deny it. They are in cahoots!
Right @EJCC and @Coriolis?
06-30-2016, 04:54 PM #11903
06-30-2016, 05:00 PM #11904
Ok so another 'feeling thing'
So Im reading this book called HOME VIDEO or something and Ive found that I just CANT.
They just graphically wrote about torturing this woman by using pliers to wrench out all of her teeth one by one. Went into detail, and now the book- its in perspective of the woman right now and shes just so fucking helpless and already destroyed and THEY REMoVED ALL OF HER TEETH and... I just cant. Its too... Her situation isnt entertaining to me right now- and I just dont thibk that the story arch- any story arch- can compensate for just this horribly... Disgusting- violence.
I cant read it any more. I cant. New book time. I mean to just read about someone being tortured is... I cant. Not for 'entertainment' when I am sure that... I just cant stand knowing that the terror someone would feel after an event like this- the despair...
Anyways. New book. New book. New book.
06-30-2016, 07:02 PM #11905
Irritated at my parents. But its... Whatever.
No use being upset about it is my... Thought process.
But, Ill just mention it. So I bought 150 bucks worth of cat supplies- have talked about getting one- havent heard any no's, have gotten really excited about it- visited shelters.
And now my parents... Are taking back their enthusiasm and dont want to do it any more. Its just disappointing. Its another- why hope for anything- keep expectations low or you will just fall so far- sort of things.
That sucks. It just sucks to think that that is- how life is- or at least a... The less painful choice in this situation. Not ever caring about anything.
I was... Sad. For a minute. Frusterated. Disappointed. Resentful.
Im trying not to be. Im trying to just move back down towards apathy.
06-30-2016, 07:07 PM #11906
Anxiety tempered by steel reserve.
06-30-2016, 07:27 PM #11907
Reading. Just reading. I like reading. Probably go to bed soon though because of how tired I am for some reason- maybe its just my body trying to do away with the last of the sickness residue.
Im looking forward to a good sleep- even if as of late I have been having those lucid-are they real? Nah, probably not- dreams again. They arent that bad. I just wake up. Easy. Groggy and a bit disoriented and zombie like- but easy.
Im calm though. Just- ok. Content. Yep.
And its just, time to take my medication- I give myself permission to do so. And enjoy this nice sleep.
06-30-2016, 08:29 PM #11908
tired of certain people and their very rigid points of view.
06-30-2016, 10:56 PM #11909
07-01-2016, 12:40 AM #11910
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