Intense loneliness. Though I am also somewhat content with that.
It really does feel like I will never meet someone who will catch my interest sometimes. The sort of feeling that makes you feel really hopeless. I got a job to counteract the lack of people in my life, but it isn't a way to connect. I'm super happy I work where I do, don't get me wrong. But that doesn't change the fact that it's a short term solution to a long term issue. I blame my age. Being 16, I can't do things that would fix this. I know everyone at my school, none of the people there catch my eye. I can't go out dating or join a dating app or anything remotely practical. I can just join forums that match my interests and hope to even meet anyone. At this point, I don't even essentially want a romantic relationship per say, I just want mental stimulation!
Yikes, was that whiny or what?
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