Stressed out. Feeling quite bad about standing up for myself a couple of weeks ago to my managers about something. I wasn't rude or harsh or anything like that, but I guess it doesn't matter because I know they just don't like me anymore. I feel like the older I get, the more I realize that you have to lie in order to get by.
Daydreaming I will feel the coolness on my feet.
I will let the wind bathe my bare head.
I will not speak, I will have no thoughts
But infinite love will mount in my soul - Rimbaud