Id like a nap right now. Well actuwlly, I just want some down time is all. Ive been like hyperactive the last few days and I didnt take my adderall today becayse I wasnt aware Id really need to and Im hyperactively now fucking things up. But I mean I am not feeling like all sad or anything like all flipped out about it. I am just objectively mentally always having to pull myself left field when Im not on it constantly and I am just... Better... On it.
I feel like a cool night being gently awakened with a sunrise, casting greens, purples, and oranges throughout the fresh-born sky. I am awakened, and more so, I am at peace. Right now, I can't find adequate words to describe how I feel, and that is ok. But what I feel at this very moment, is true harmony, inside and out.
"The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams".
So fucking blessed. Non-deserving. Also slightly disappointed in myself for the bad decision I made some weeks ago. Too late to worry about that now though, need to make the most out of what God has given me even though I reeeeally did not deserve that, damn. Just what I needed to catalyse my productivity. Hope this high doesn't turn into a low rapidly though, got to keep the flow going.
Also kind of worried for some people. Maybe I've been too wrapped up in my own problems to notice what's been going on around me?
So I made a sig. You know, to get all that identity ish...
MBTI: INTP(-A if you will) Enne: 5w6 // 9w1 // 2w3 Inst Var: sp/so/sx Socionics:I'll get to that lil bish in due time but tested out as INTj a couple times. Aries for the fun of it.