I couldn't fall asleep, last night.
And, I'm at work, I don't want to be here, I don't have it in me, today, to be a caregiver.
Grrrr, gotta muster the energy somewhere, somehow.
Listening to Shakira.
Mayhaps that will help.
I get 3.5 days off this weekend, starting Thursday evening, that's what's keeping me keeping on.
What's tiring, is not necessarily my needing to "deal with" my patient, but I have to constantly deal with her fucking family, grrrrrr, no privacy, no peace, when they're around.
Luckily her bro-in-law is an ISTJ, and he leaves me the FUCK ALONE, which I
Out of her entire family, he is hands down the easiest to deal with, fuck, I don't even need to deal with him, he's like a friendly ghost.
But, her brother, probably an ISFJ, I have a love-hate relationship with him, but he hovers, and probes, and his existence, can be greatly appreciated or fucking exhausting depending on my mood.
He's always watching me, assessing my feelings, it's i don't know, too much, sometimes.
I have to deal with him tomorrow, le sigh.
Hopefully I'll get some good rest tonight.
Ugh, and the books, I record everything she does, we do, and he reads the records, so he's always there, sometimes I want him to go away.