Thread: What are you feeling right now?
04-07-2016, 04:40 AM #11341
04-07-2016, 05:54 AM #11342
Angry. Slightly guilty and wavering. But I refuse. I want to be angry right now. Tantrum or not, fair or not, I feel the need for it. If I am not angry for myself then no one else will be for me -I can't
expect them to- and I can't be weak. I have to have my own voice. So I am angry- fucking angry. But I will be nice enough to say- let me be angry. Don't get in my way of it. Even now- peacemaking. No anger. Anger. Anger. I am angry- I need to hold that for now.
04-07-2016, 04:09 PM #11343
Bored. My chores are done for today, and I have work tomorrow, but I wish I could do something. Oh well. I guess I'll just read my old story and see if I can finish it. It should take me at least a couple of weeks to finish it. I really need to get back to fiction writing!If you can read this, follow the clues.
04-07-2016, 04:12 PM #11344
Decent.Originally Posted by Nørrsken impersonating EJCC
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw + wampus (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
04-07-2016, 04:26 PM #11345
Better. Happy that I can take my pill and just go to bed in a few hours and have the emotions flying at me today- at the very least get a break. I dont hurt right now. Nothing feels like it is ripping me to shreds from the inside out(i even rolled my eyes writing that but its true). I think I am sadded out- or at least its decreasing/draining. Thank god. Really. It was so bad. I need to protect myself better from everything so I dont have another day like this. I need a plastic bubble or something.
04-07-2016, 07:21 PM #11346
Tired and disillusioned. Long day.
Am kind of 'not into' my SO these days, who is a Type 1 INTJ..who can be incredibly whiney and critical, especially when not feeling well, hungry or not in control. I am sometimes astounded that we are still together, and have managed to not state this fact all this time (knowing it would fan the flames and I'd hear more of it. I have a natural delayed emotional reaction to stress).
I grew up with extremely critical parents who were 0% in touch with me, and I think this no longer feels familiar. It feels really lousy. But the thought of a cloying partner feels lousy, too.
Anyway, there it is. I don't see leaving but I feel extremely alone.
04-07-2016, 08:16 PM #11347
I'm just starting life, I know, but I still want a girlfriend! All my peers have their SOs and even children, and I'm still the weird single kid.Fi - Ne - Si - Ti - Ni - Fe - Se - Te
Enneagram 4w5-5w4-9w8 sx/sp
04-07-2016, 08:16 PM #11348
I hate that I'm so lazy, so low energy. I feel like a rock in a deep current and I wish it would stop, wish I could stop. Erode into a million little grains of sand, formless.tiny purple fishes run laughing through your fingers
and you want to take her with you, to the hard land of the winter
04-07-2016, 08:22 PM #11349Fi - Ne - Si - Ti - Ni - Fe - Se - Te
Enneagram 4w5-5w4-9w8 sx/sp
04-07-2016, 08:52 PM #11350
Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows
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