03-21-2016 08:38 AM
hey ma! got a tatoo
03-21-2016 08:59 AM
Down, discouraged, unmotivated, and overwhelmed.
03-21-2016 09:04 AM
03-21-2016 09:06 AM
A little low. I honestly feel like I'm never going to be able to find a partner who I can spend my life with and raise a family. And I really really want that. So why do I feel like I'm 30 years old and not getting any closer? I try so hard to learn from the past and keep growing. But I can't help but blame myself a little. Also why is it so damn easy for some people? Both my sisters are happily married. I'm like SUCH a loving, extroverted communicator. You'd think those qualities would help me in this department. Instead I find myself constantly hopeful then slowly losing grip of that hope as reality pans out. It's frustrating. It's tiring. It makes me doubt myself. Maybe I'll freeze my eggs and buy myself some time lol.
You hem me in -- behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
03-21-2016 09:12 AM
As an Ne dom myself I can say one of my biggest problems is that I lose interest in my partner and its not necessarily because of anything they did or didn't do.
Originally Posted by five sounds
Anyway I'm just feeling tired. 4 more hours of work to go.
03-21-2016 03:53 PM
Oh my god my body went from energized to drained in .3 seconds and it's telling me I have to sleep RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY but I have to leave for class soon
knowing what makes us happy
is sometimes the hardest thing to do
Johari / Nohari
6w7 9w1 2w1 - so/sx
Phlegmatic - Melancholic
Sensitive - Solitary - Serious
03-21-2016 08:31 PM
I think I like this guy who sits by me in one of my classes. This school year has been harder than a pornstar's dick for an ungodly amount of reasons, and the class I sit by him in was one I used to dread like my dad dreads the day when he finally gets a colonoscopy. We started making small talk a few weeks ago and joking around a bit and I've noticed that I've gotten so much happier since, like I don't feel like crying myself a river then sitting in it and pouting all day anymore. This past week, I've thought about him out of nowhere like "(name withheld) loves this show I wonder if he's seen this episode" or "damn (name withheld) would love to hear the story of what just happened to me maybe I should tell him about it" and even if things don't work out between us (I have a feeling we just wouldn't, we're a lot more friendly than flirty and I can't see it any other way), I'd be more than happy to be good friends with him because he's fucking awesome and makes my day
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03-22-2016 12:59 AM
just hanging in limbo
"Avoid getting too preoccupied thinking about what you’re going to do, to actually do it."
— Rachel Wolchin
03-22-2016 01:34 AM
Ugh this is my fear, every time. Granted I've had a few let downs, but now I'm just at the point where I'm scared of getting close to anyone, and simultaneously being bored and disinterested because no relationship seems to get close enough for any real level of connection. It makes me wonder why it's so easy for others and why I'm so incapable of it. It can't be that hard, can it? Procreation is the most basic function, and historically that occurs simultaneously with a degree of companionship, so why can't I function in one of the most common and basic human roles? Just let me love, all I want to do is hopelessly love someoneeeee.
Originally Posted by five sounds
03-22-2016 01:43 AM
Well the conjoining of two genitals is easy. It's what happens afterwards is what is so mind-boggling. Lol. Sorry I know I was Mr. Obvious here.
Originally Posted by Dyslexxie
[Interviewer: "What was it like to be defined by being beautiful?"]
Connelly: "It's uncomfortable to talk about - there's no way to come off right! If you say you are beautiful, you sound obnoxious, and if you deny it, doesn't that sound obnoxious?"
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