03-10-2016 05:37 PM
The resignation and frustration that comes from knowing that you're doing your best, your best isn't good enough, everyone knows it, and everyone pities you enough to let it slide.
ESTJ - LSE - ESTj (mbti/socionics)
1w2/7w6/3w4 so/sx (enneagram)
lawful good (D&D) / ravenclaw or gryffindor (HP) / boros legion (M:TG)
conscientious > sensitive > serious (oldham)
want to ask me something? go for it!
03-10-2016 06:12 PM
waiting for Winterman
Somewhere between boredom and optimism about my own future.
03-10-2016 07:53 PM
back and forth
finally free. but also puke my guts out sick.
03-10-2016 08:20 PM
Trick or treat
Fine. Like fine.
The lonliness has settled. Im not just longing for ANY sort of contact. Not just sort of desperately leaning into touch like a recently kicked puppy. No I feel complete enough on my own not to need to just melt into something comforting. I feel like the world isnt fucking cold and that Im not desperately clawing for any bit of warmth I can get my hands on. I feel slightly less pathetic. Like I was recharged or something. I hope it lasts but I fear it wont. But it is wonderful to feel light... To feel light at night... Its fucking amazing.
I bought myself a new battery powered toothbrush so I mean Im excited for that. Really I am. Its thrilling. Im gunna clean those babies till they shine like the top of the chrysler building! Its going to be great... Just another way to help me feel like I am helping myself. Moving forwards and stopping myself from falling back.
03-10-2016 08:28 PM
03-10-2016 09:03 PM
Severe abandonment issues. Like holy fuck.
03-10-2016 09:06 PM
Be Concerned - TØP
I don't mean to pry, but why would you even make the eyes?
03-10-2016 09:34 PM
Human Grumpy Cat
Originally Posted by Rico
03-10-2016 09:53 PM
I know those feelz, man.
Originally Posted by Vulcan
03-10-2016 09:54 PM
Vindicated, loved, and confused.
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