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    [bento boxed] EJCC's Avatar
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    The resignation and frustration that comes from knowing that you're doing your best, your best isn't good enough, everyone knows it, and everyone pities you enough to let it slide.
    EJCC: "The Big Questions in my life right now: 1) What am I willing to live with? 2) What do I have to live with? 3) What can I change for the better?"
    Coriolis: "Is that the ESTJ Serenity Prayer?"

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    Somewhere between boredom and optimism about my own future.
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    finally free. but also puke my guts out sick.

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    Fine. Like fine.

    The lonliness has settled. Im not just longing for ANY sort of contact. Not just sort of desperately leaning into touch like a recently kicked puppy. No I feel complete enough on my own not to need to just melt into something comforting. I feel like the world isnt fucking cold and that Im not desperately clawing for any bit of warmth I can get my hands on. I feel slightly less pathetic. Like I was recharged or something. I hope it lasts but I fear it wont. But it is wonderful to feel light... To feel light at night... Its fucking amazing.

    I bought myself a new battery powered toothbrush so I mean Im excited for that. Really I am. Its thrilling. Im gunna clean those babies till they shine like the top of the chrysler building! Its going to be great... Just another way to help me feel like I am helping myself. Moving forwards and stopping myself from falling back.

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    A Gentle Whisper ~MS*ANGEL~'s Avatar
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    Just the usual mental exhaustion and deep satisfaction that come after publishing a blog post, it looks something like this:

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    Only she who attempts the absurd can achieve the impossible... and then some.

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    Severe abandonment issues. Like holy fuck.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Dyslexxie View Post
    Severe abandonment issues. Like holy fuck.
    I feel you.
    Yet I know, if I stepped aside
    Released the controls, you would open my eyes
    That somehow, all of this mess
    Is just my attempt to know the worth of my life
    .

    Mercury - Sleeping At Last

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    Quote Originally Posted by Rico View Post
    Can I quote that? xD
    Sure, haha

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    Quote Originally Posted by Vulcan View Post
    Somewhere between boredom and optimism about my own future.
    I know those feelz, man.
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    Vindicated, loved, and confused.

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