Forlornly stabbing at year-old croutons.
Thread: What are you feeling right now?
12-27-2015, 08:22 PM #10711
12-27-2015, 08:45 PM #10712
- Join Date
- May 2014
- EIE Ni
A growing sense of boredom. My mind and my heart are always so restless for more. Fucking give me more...take me away and don't ever bring me back to earth.
You could call me a feeling collector and life is nothing if not a cascade of destructive emotions. I am wandering closer to depression now I'm deprived of my food source.
12-27-2015, 08:58 PM #10713
- Join Date
- May 2014
- EIE Ni
I’m gonna break you
You’ll build me up then bring me down
01-02-2016, 06:44 PM #10714
01-03-2016, 12:02 AM #10715
My righteous indignation burns with the fury of ten thousand flames.Take the weakest thing in you
And then beat the bastards with it
And always hold on when you get love
So you can let go when you give it
01-03-2016, 12:50 AM #10716
Apapapapapaapapapapapapaaapth3eeeeee!'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp
01-03-2016, 02:40 AM #10717
Happy that I am safe at home and had another fun night out listening to music with friends.
Watched a bunch of guys drooling over women and dry humping them on the dance floor (much of the time unwanted by the girls). And taking them out to go home and hump i suppose.
Watched a nice man dance a bunch with my friend, only to leave her high and dry, which seems weird. They made such a cute couple dancing! Why did he leave? Dumbass.
Wow, Saturday nights are interesting. I myself sat as close to the wall as possible. Other than the people dancing, the lead guitarist was really entertaining and seemed like a good musician.
I avoided dancing successfully til Rosie, a girl on oxygen, pulled me onto the dance floor for 'footloose' of all songs. ugh. I love to dance in private, but not public. I avoided all my other friends tugging on me but she really got me with the O2. She was sweet.
Then I was serenaded sweetly all the way home by my elusive wannabe lover.....
Having a snack, then going to listen to music and dance my little heart out. teehee.
I love you type C!Ni/Ti/Fe/Si
4w5 5w4 1w9~Torah observant, Christ inspired~
Life Path 11
The more one loves God, the more it is that having nothing in the world means everything, and the less one loves God, the more it is that having everything in the world means nothing.
Do not resist an evil person, but to him who strikes you on the one cheek, offer also the other. ~Matthew 5:39
01-03-2016, 04:33 AM #10718
I'm all soft and feely lately which isn't particularly characteristic of me but oh has it been amazing, the vulnerability, the raw sense of self. With it there is a strange sense of calm, of acceptance that I don't need to know it all it or control any of it. Life will happen with or without me deciding, and for once I'm comfortable with the uncertainty. I must either be maturing or heading for a serious breakdown.
There's this poem that reminds me of this, and while I'm taking it completely out of context, I find this incredibly relatable:
"I have never been so pure.
I didn’t want any flowers, I only wanted
To lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty.
How free it is, you have no idea how free——
The peacefulness is so big it dazes you,
And it asks nothing."
01-03-2016, 05:33 AM #10719
01-03-2016, 12:03 PM #10720
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