12-27-2015 08:22 PM
Forlornly stabbing at year-old croutons.
12-27-2015 08:45 PM
A growing sense of boredom. My mind and my heart are always so restless for more. Fucking give me more...take me away and don't ever bring me back to earth.
You could call me a feeling collector and life is nothing if not a cascade of destructive emotions. I am wandering closer to depression now I'm deprived of my food source.
12-27-2015 08:58 PM
I’m gonna break you
You’ll build me up then bring me down
01-02-2016 06:44 PM
yap yap yap
01-03-2016 12:02 AM
LL P. Stewie
My righteous indignation burns with the fury of ten thousand flames.
Take the weakest thing in you
And then beat the bastards with it
And always hold on when you get love
So you can let go when you give it
01-03-2016 12:50 AM
Wake, See, Sing, Dance
"An upsidedown wire heart
Being sucked into a periscope
Still the mind is dull
Like you need another excuse"
… a theory is primarily a form of insight, i.e. a way of looking
at the world, and not a form of knowledge of how the world is….
.. all our different ways of thinking are to be considered as
different ways of looking at the one reality, each with some
domain in which it is clear and adequate….
- David Bohm
01-03-2016 02:40 AM
failure to thrive
Happy that I am safe at home and had another fun night out listening to music with friends.
Watched a bunch of guys drooling over women and dry humping them on the dance floor (much of the time unwanted by the girls). And taking them out to go home and hump i suppose.
Watched a nice man dance a bunch with my friend, only to leave her high and dry, which seems weird. They made such a cute couple dancing! Why did he leave? Dumbass.
Wow, Saturday nights are interesting. I myself sat as close to the wall as possible. Other than the people dancing, the lead guitarist was really entertaining and seemed like a good musician.
I avoided dancing successfully til Rosie, a girl on oxygen, pulled me onto the dance floor for 'footloose' of all songs. ugh. I love to dance in private, but not public. I avoided all my other friends tugging on me but she really got me with the O2. She was sweet.
Then I was serenaded sweetly all the way home by my elusive wannabe lover.....
Having a snack, then going to listen to music and dance my little heart out. teehee.
I love you type C!
4w5 5w4 1w9
~Torah observant, Christ inspired~
Life Path 11
The more one loves God, the more it is that having nothing in the world means everything, and the less one loves God, the more it is that having everything in the world means nothing.
Do not resist an evil person, but to him who strikes you on the one cheek, offer also the other. ~Matthew 5:39
01-03-2016 04:33 AM
I'm all soft and feely lately which isn't particularly characteristic of me but oh has it been amazing, the vulnerability, the raw sense of self. With it there is a strange sense of calm, of acceptance that I don't need to know it all it or control any of it. Life will happen with or without me deciding, and for once I'm comfortable with the uncertainty. I must either be maturing or heading for a serious breakdown.
There's this poem that reminds me of this, and while I'm taking it completely out of context, I find this incredibly relatable:
"I have never been so pure.
I didn’t want any flowers, I only wanted
To lie with my hands turned up and be utterly empty.
How free it is, you have no idea how free——
The peacefulness is so big it dazes you,
And it asks nothing."
01-03-2016 05:33 AM
Nauseous. Oh my god, there's no worse feeling in this world than nausea.
knowing what makes us happy
is sometimes the hardest thing to do
Johari / Nohari
6w7 9w1 2w1 - so/sx
Phlegmatic - Melancholic
Sensitive - Solitary - Serious
01-03-2016 12:03 PM
What Is Life?
Allergic. It's so damp and full of allergens here I can feel the tears being yanked from my eye sockets.
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