i feel so completely bummed right now. it's supposed to be my summer and i'm stuck working all day. when i hang out with my friends at night it's not even fun because everything is going to shit with a girl i'm still crazy about.
i'm starting to hate coming home from school for breaks. it makes me realize that i'm happier when i'm away from her.. even though when i am i can't stop thinking about her.
sorry for venting. i don't know what to do anymore
Tired....but i have to stay up as late as i can so i can sleep as much as possible during the day. I work at a theme park and tomorrow night is grad night, so i got stuck with a shift that starts at 11pm. Ugh.
I feel proud of myself and the work I've put into tennis the past year and excited to compete in the US Gay Open this weekend.
I feel in love with the beauty of the moon tonight. It was nearly whole.
I feel patient with my current life situation.
I feel thankful for my wonderful friends and family.
Even though during the day I may feel momentarily sad or confused, I am happy now to see that the overarching feelings inside me are much more positive.