I think I'm coming out of my funk. I woke up this morning and on impulse cleaned my bathroom, dreamed up an idea on how to proceed with a project, and I've been floating in a song on repeat all morning.
How am I supposed to feel when I'm eating chips while watching TV?
TV: revolution , civil war, two young boys just got killed by the dictator's men near the capitol.
I've got to cancle my plans tomorrow, I wanted to go shopping, buy some winter coats and new boots.
Lots of other things too.
I realised life is not everything, there are many subjects need to be done, like how the dictator's children are probably having a nice bath while some people're getting hit by whom supposed to protect us.
Politics. Are. Same. Shit.
This man sells himself to greed, follows that men who's more powerful, and that man is loyal to another, and so on.
Between them, people starve.
It's getting seriouse, now I know for sure, after deah there ought to be a judgment which settles things, like the people's rights to be returned, out of the fistis of those *type insult here*.
I feel like this life is a dream, not unreal, it happends, just, itms not the whole thing.
Many other thing are remained, death is not the end.
I have to see how they get punished, I have to see how people get rewarded.
... What I'm feeling doesn't matter, I'm wise, I guess, I canmt pay mich attention to what I feel.