In a Ti-Si loop, ruminating and revisiting memories along the whole continuum of my life; a melancholic and anxious vibe of nostalgia. The past is gone and how much time has been wasted :/
5 cp6 9w1 4w5 sx/sp | RLUAI | INTP ILI-Ni
I think I might be losing touch again, and I feel apathetic about it.
People are absurd.
"Closed in a room, my imagination becomes the universe, and the rest of the world is missing out.” - Criss Jami
Horrible. Exhausted. Kinda sick.
"I took one those personality tests. It came back negative." - Dan Mintz
Why does everyone have to be so negative and pessimistic?
It makes me not want to talk to anyone.
Lungs really not good.
'Consciousness is not simply a sensory-perceptual affair, a matter of mental imagery, as the contents of our mind would have us believe. It is deeply enmeshed with the brain mechanisms that automatically promote action readiness' - Jaak Panksepp
Forlorn, heart ache and paradoxically spiritual bliss that I can feel it to my soul off the pain.
"i shut the door and in the morning
it was open
Olemn slammed his hammer and from the sparks on the metal of his anvil came the spheres of the heavens.
Sayrah blew life into the spheres and they moved. From her wheel she weaved the names of people in to mystery.
I fell like literal shit.
Not figurative. Literal.
How does it feel to be feel like literal shit you ask?
"Advance, and never halt, for advancing is perfection. Advance and do not fear the thorns in the path, for they draw only corrupt blood."
What are you waiting for?