For the first time in a long time and after an unexpectedly long car ride and some self-reflection, I've actually started feeling quite confident of myself. The feeling has been foreign for quite a while now and suddenly, I'm filled with this burst of inner energy and desire to be self-assertive. I'm contemplating about the next month and how the school year will go but if I keep up this sort of mindset, I think that I'm going to be able to make it without that same constant cycle of feeling inferior to everyone else around me. And having grown to familiarize myself with that feeling so well, it's strange. I'm finally happy about that confidence and not having to question every single even slightly suspicious thing that comes my way. I'm just hoping that once the school year finally starts, I won't go back to where I had started.
*only interacts with other memes such as (me x2)-self (two negatives = a positive) who regularly use the font comic sans unironically*