I dance left and right more than I climb upward, and it wouldn't be so hard if I had someone to dance with. I feel like I'm more than one person, and I also feel that I'm far too strange to attract someone. I abandon and ignore conformity in such a natural way, that it's more extreme than if one had intentionally done so. Truly a fish out of water. I have very unorthodox cosmic views, though that comes more from being poisoned and dying on my bathroom floor than my "ENFP-ness".
I just wish I could be happy. I think NFs are among the most desiring of that, no?