we probably do until we find our passion i found mineDepression, apathy, i.e. a lack of motivation to do ANYTHING!!!
That is why when some depressives get on anti-depressants they finally get the motivation to off themselves. :/
As a Feeler, and a Thinker, but I don't give a fuck y'all I will totally own the fact that I am at my BEST when I am Feeling right about myself, right about life, well, in other words, how I feel takes precedence of how great I think.
Grrrr, how to better explain.
I know I am a smart cookie, cool beans, and all, and I do need to be/feel intellectually stimulated to a degree to be/feel happy, but I much rather be emotionally happy/content/elated/excited/silly/open/expressive, in other words feel a broader and more consistent range of POSITIVE emotions than think, think, think, think, think, think, think.
I do not like thinking for the sake of intellectual masturbation, I do like thinking for the sake of intellectual growth, but growth that would affect my emotional self.
If I am not emotionally invested in some argument, for me, it won't be worth it to engage.
I will try my hardest to see the Truth, or the Reality of what's going on behind my Fi stance, and believe me, I have made plenty of concessions in my life, and sighed, happily, excitedly, hmm, haven't *thought* about it that way, but I HATE HATE HATE
Arguing for the sake of arguing.
We, or I argue for the sake of revealing the truest Truth, and for all parties involved, hopefully, to come to a clearer understanding, but like I said, I prefer arguments which involve some moral imperative at its core.
Hmm, what was my point.
Some days, well, some bad days, or bad months or moments, I really wish I could be like the rational blokes and blokettes I observe from a distance, granted, they don't seem particularly happy, but neither do they seem particularly down in the I-wish-I-were-dead dumps either.
Their mood(s) seem rather stable, never too happy, never too sad.
But, really, in the scheme of things, I do love being me, crazy, hyper-sensitive, emotional me.
It paints my world so vividly.
Not to say that Thinkers lead bland lives.
But sometimes I wonder if introverted thinkers do.