I'm a guy. I'm always looking for a real friend. People always talk to me, joke with me and everything at school, but once after school, they don't look for me. That's why I'm looking for real friends. People always come to me, but then leave, and I think that I pressure them to be friends unconsciously.
The other day a friend of mine wanted to study so he told me to leave. I let him but I thought he told me in a bad manner and told him. This has happened several times, I ask him why he doesn't answer on MSN, I ask him why he jokes and he tells me what he thinks.
The day we talk about him telling me to go, I asked him why he didn't want me there and then he said I made a whole drama just about anything. He also told me that I was annoying because of that, and I think he was telling me the truth. He said that I needed to control myself because that was annoying. Then, I remembered all the other people leaving me after some time they knew me.
For good, I now know he is my friend. He could have ignored me, but he talked about that matter with me. Even if he doesn't invites me to hang out with his group.
What do you think about the situation? Have this happened to you? Am I really an ENFP? Is he my friend?
Please comment anything you want cause I really really need feedback.