I've been talking to this girl for ages. She's connected somewhat slowly but I've managed to work her out. I know when she answers, it's not by words but rather with how her presence feels. It can feel as long sentences and sometimes nothing but a notion.
Now, I am tired of her will to stay anonymous. She's destroying the very people she loves and I can't stand to see that happening. Especially since my best friend is involved.
Now; I've chosen to approach her in a very poisonous way and hope that she might just lash out on me or whatever. I know that it is the wrong way to go about things but I really have tried every other approach known to me. I did manage to settle one thing, in one way but it didn't even scratch the core of what we spoke about. She's in a hiding and it drives me nuts.
My best friend wishes to protect her from me. I cause her pain. I cause her pain so that she may reveal what she finds is faulty in our everyday lives. She just choose to shut the doors. (I do understand why, she has told me that it is so she can choose her own battles and make sure she knows the script)
What I do is somewhat like forcing another to participate. It is a bad thing to do. I'm just out of options, I live here and both their actions are killing me.
So, my question is; Why does someone protect someone else even though the statements made are based upon something tangible? The protector knows this and still finds it in his heart to protect (though has chosen not to do so openly after viewing the point) her.
How does this work?
(I bet there'll be spin-offs due to my approach)