The thought of even working in there again makes me start to avoid stuff. I feel less and less myself and sort of go off the rails. I'm quite good at them though, so get pushed and pulled in that direction by others while I try to figure what I'm doing instead. There's sort of this thing that because I can fix anything technical and am good at maths, I belong there. It isn't fulfilling though. Only thing I like in it is the ideas and problem solving. Most of it is analysis and research, which I'd prefer to do on people.
I got some pretty strange looks from people when I said I was moving to something new though. Many thought I'd just lost confidence in myself or my ability in the area.