I have a hard time understanding you. I don't know if I've ever known any of you and I'm trying to figure it out. You seem so different than me, but I've also had people think I'm an INFJ. (Which I obviously am not; I have zero foresight and extraverted feeling is a foreign concept. I'm always screwing up in that area. But I do have strong opinions and I often let them known.)
So... what makes you tick? What's your motivation for doing things, life? How do you pass your time? What kind of art, music do you like? What pisses you the hell off? What makes you cry, makes you happy? What are your governing principles for life?
I need to know, cause to me, you are the enigma. And I don't hear enough real stuff about you.