It sucks going day after monotonous day feeling nothing but apathy and emptiness.
It seems to have been months since I've reveled in the joys of life. I mean I still get bursts of powerful emotions, like maybe once every two weeks, but otherwise I live in a haze. I want to feel again, but something's taken a hold on my spirit, dampening it. I want to create, but as soon as I sit down to write or paint the energy has passed; it goes from my heart and soul straight to my overanalyzing, self conscious head.
I know this sounds stupid and pathetic but can anyone give me any tips on how to be inspired by the here and now instead of my darkening and fearful imagination?