Why this ESJ is capturing my attention and affection...
He is just "good".
He texted me that he was done with dinner and that he was gonna call me when he got in bed, and two minutes later, guess what?
Due to my so-called "daddy issues", general problems with men, and abandonment issues, having a guy like this, who DOES NOT PLAY GAMES, is incredibly healthy for both my self-esteem as well as for curing my misandrist tendencies.
On the phone, he asked me how my day was, what I was currently doing as well as what my plans were for tomorrow, after hearing me out, (I have to wake up at 9 to start and finish a paper and then go to a 7.5 hr lecture tomorrow), he told me he'd bbm me (blackberry messenger me), when I got up. Awww, so friggin' cute!
He also explicitly stated how much he wished I were with him, how he misses me, and how much he can't wait to come back to LA on Monday to see me.
Hhahaahaa, he's even alluded to the fact that he wants to marry me, and told me that he's not looking to just fuck around but rather wants to have a girlfriend, i.e. me.
When I was in New York, he said the cutest thing, he was like, I don't want this messing up the relationship status he has with both my sister's boyfriend (his best friend), and my sister, (his very close friend), and I was like, Dude, don't even stress, there's nothing you could do to me that would ever jeopardize your relationship with them, and then he said...
"That's not what I'm talking about, what I'm saying is what if you broke my heart and I was unable to see you, how that would be weird"
To which I just responded with a huge grin, and gave him a hug, and told him, he's too much of a sweetheart for me to ever break his heart.
Even when he's being so-called "mushy" he's still hella masculine, which I love.
And you know what?
I'm like a hardcore weirdo, who has enough weird in her genes to freak up an entire nation, I don't need another weirdo in the mix, I got that so-called base covered.
His "normalcy" and consistency are quite refreshing.
I dunno, we'll see how this goes.