I just found out why I'm so inward most of the time. I did my astrology chart, and it seems I have a split personality splitting my inner and personal aspects of myself right in half. It means that while my inner and outer parts of myself are whole and not scattered, I have to choose which side I want to be. Which is why I've been so internal all the time, dealing with all my weaknesses and vulnerabilities in my daily life. Now when I choose to use my external self, I don't have to worry about being found out, because I've lived that side for so long, I'm not afraid of it. OK, for you guys, imagine it this way: always being your vulnerable self your whole life, and just now finding your confident, outgoing side, but now without the fear of being found out.
Originally Posted by jtanSis1
How this relates is that I'm not cursed, neither are any of you, but all your compliments were really appreciated.
Either I'm living under a rock or women are only saying this stuff in their fantasies, otherwise I'd be beating them off with a stick. As for being a courtesan, the right kind of love is better than any artificial attachment. If courtesan style of love is what a woman is looking for, then it would help if they would ignore all other types and look for more depth. A diamond is in the rough, not among other gems.
That's cuz you're picky picky, admit it.
My ENFJ guy friends flirt like mad with many women at a time...then they complain they cannot find a gf. It's because they don't focus on one woman and are too picky.
"Charlotte sometimes dreams a wall around herself. But it's always with love - So much love it looks like everything else. Charlotte Sometimes - So far away, glass sealed and pretty." - The Cure