It's not really a consistent problem. Maybe it's histrionic behaviour. I feel the need to listen to every opinion and when someone ignores me I feel really expelled. It just happens when people are overly secretive and I am too interested to not search Google. A huge problem is the people who are afraid of me are often similar to me (actually, I'm very secretive too) but they don't know how to deal with it. I tend to write them what I think then but if they don't answer I feel like killing myself which is dependent behaviour. I read too much into personality disorders.